Having the french girls here makes me wish I had more of a willpower to lose weight. 

They all have such perfect bodies and it makes me cringe whenever I look in the mirror. 

Sometimes I wish I could just stick my fingers down my throat or give the time to become anorexic. 

Its not that there's something wrong with me its just I think theres so much power and strength in being able to maintain your weight and I wish I had it.